| Location | Doncaster |
| Age | 22 years |
| Date of Birth | 26/08/1985 |
| Date of Death | 31/07/2008 |
| Visitors | 11,477 since 18/08/2008 |
| Creator |
KEVIN-LEE-GOODALL
26.08.1985----31.07.2008
SON to BOB & ANDREA
BROTHER to ELLA
DADDY to KAITLIN-LAUREN
UNCLE to KADEN-JAMES
BOYFRIEND to BECKY
SO MANY UNANSWERED QUESTIONS...
KEVIN....Had so much to live for,so much to give,so many people to love,so many places to see,So
many people loved and cared for him.
WHY didnt he realise this WHY didnt he see this
He couldnt he just couldnt,he was hurting, and he chose to end his life,he chose to stop all the
pain and the hurting,he decided to get rid of it,to not feel it anymore.
Im his mum,Andrea,im writing this feeling numb,lost an aching feeling inside,its so hard so very
hard,,,But its not the hardest thing ive done,
The hardest thing ive done was trying to say goodbye at his funeral a funeral that the church was
not big enough to hold the 100s of family and friends that attended,a church that held so much love
for my son kevin.That was the hardest thing ive ever had to do.
You see i couldnt say goodbye because i cant accept hes gone,i cant accept ill never see,hear,hold
him again,i cant accept what he chose to do,and the way he chose to end his life
Because i know in my heart of hearts i will see him and hear him and hold him again i know i will.
I accept that,and i accept he is no longer hurting and no longer in pain and that hes free now out
of this cruel world.
Kevin was gorgeous,so handsome,always looked smart,he was so funny,he was so loving,but kevin needed
to be loved too needed to be told all the time,just like me in a way.
Both his dad Bob and me were so proud to have him as our son to be known as kevs mum n dad.
But no-one can ever take away from me that on the day i gave birth to my one and only son he made
me the proudest mum on earth.
I will always love him,i will always think of him,it wont get any easier as people say because Kevin
wasnt just anyone......He was my son.
And it was an honour to be his mum.
keep warm and safe my baby love eternally mum.
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thankyou to everyone who has lit a candle and wrote tributes.thankyou for all the continued support
from my daughter ella,my family and friends,also to all my gts friends for their support.xxxx
HEAVEN
What does Heaven feel like?
I think, maybe I know
To hold my darling son again,
and never let him go.
To feel my arms around him
and hug him oh, so tight
not having him around me
is never, ever right
To see his warm and loving smile
that brightened up my life
and knowing he won't be around
cuts my heart like a knife
But I know I must have patience
Until we meet again
When tears and sadness disappear
Along with all the pain
from one sad mum to another love and respect to you.
missing you
kev,having few bad days lately need little help son.tears just come out of nowhere,having my tattoo done this week hope you like it,youll always be with me now,just little down at moment,wish we could of sorted it son.n youd still be here,there isnt a day goes by im not thinking of you,old pictures ive come across god now i look at them kaitlin is so much like you,but kaden has your ways,i wish i could feel you around me like our ella does,look after her son kaitlin too xxx i just wish things had been different for us i really do,i can never make it up to you i know i wish i could,all i can do is say im sorry kev im so sorry,n if you tell me how i could ever make it up to you i will do it cos your my baby you always were,we hurt eachother but i truly never thought i had.i hope one day youll forgive me sweetheart and i wish you were here.i love you kevin ,all my love mum xxx
9TH MAY 2009
★ WHEN I SEE......★
WHEN I FEEL THE BREEZE I THINK OF YOU.
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WHEN I SEE A BRIGHT STAR I THINK OF YOU.
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WHEN I SEE A LITTLE SUNSHINE I THINK OF YOU.
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WHEN I SEE A BUTTERFLY I THINK OF YOU.
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WHEN I SEE A BEAUTIFUL FLOWER I THINK OF YOU.
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WHEN I SEE A RAINDROP I THINK OF YOU.
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WHEN I SEE THE SKY ABOVE I THINK OF YOU.
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WHEN I SEE A RAINBOW I THINK OF YOU.
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WHEN I SEE THE CLEAR SEA I THINK OF YOU.
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WHEN I SEE A SHADOW I THINK OF YOU.
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WHEN I WAKE I THINK OF YOU.
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WHEN I SEE A WHITE FEATHER I KNOW IT'S YOU.
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LOVE JUDE. X
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★ copyright* Ros Roberts ★
To honour you
To honour you, I get up everyday and take a breath
And start another day without you in it.
To honour you, I laugh and love with those who knew your smile
and the way your eyes twinkled with mischief and secret knowledge
To honour you, I take the time to appreciate everyone I love
I know now there is no guarantee of days or hours spent in their presence.
To honour you I listen to music you would have liked
And sing at the tope of my lungs, with the windows rolled down.
To honour you I take chances, say what I feel hold nothing back
Risk making a fool of myself, dance every dance.
You were my light, my heart, my gift of love, from the very highest source.
So everyday, I vow to make a difference, share a smile, live, laugh and love.
Now I live for both of us, so all I do, I do to honour you.....
Love and God Bless.
Hey Kev, just a quick one to let you know how much i'm missing you i miss you more everyday i hope you know that i love you so much and always will xxxxx
Big kiss from Kaden-James
xxxxxxx
hi babes,just a quick one,i ant been on for a while cos with bein back at work n that my head been all over son,but i dont have to come on to tell you how much i love n miss you cos you must know that already youve left a massive void in my life son its never going to heal.i miss you so much n my tears n the pain i feel will stay with me until im with you again sugar.i have to be strong n carry on but some days its so hard to put that smile on n get through the day.i just cant somedays.anyway will be u 2moro as usual ok son love you babes xxxx mum xxxx
Although you cannot see me
Don't believe that I am gone
My spirit still remains
To help you carry on.
Lift your hands to Heaven
And that glimpse of light you see
May be the hope you're seeking
Found inside of me.
A life may wane and wither
And eventually fade from view
The energy transforms to light
Still to be sensed by you.
Don't assume I cannot see you
Just because you can't see me
I'm standing right beside you
Where I always want to be.
Love and God Bless
I stood by your bed last night;
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying you found it hard to sleep.
I spoke to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
'It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here.'
I was close to you at breakfast,
I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached to me.
I was with you at the shops today; your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today; you tend it with such care.
I want to re-assure you, that I'm not lying there.
I flew with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently landed on you; I smiled and said, 'it's me.'
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair. I tried so hard to let you know, that I was there.
It's possible for me, to be so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty, 'I never went away.'
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew...
in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.
The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning and say 'good-night, God bless, I'll see you in the morning.'
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll fly across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you,
there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out...
then come home to be with me.
- Author unknown
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PLEASE COME TO MY PARTY.............
♥ Dear Kevin ,♥
♥ You are invited to Daniel Swaddle's ♥
♥ Birthday Party on the 16th April 2009 ♥
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♥ Everyone welcome & no presents required. ♥
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♥ LOVE DANIEL AND JUDE. X X ♥
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