Kevin LEE Goodall

1985 - 2008
LocationDoncaster
Age22 years
Date of Birth26/08/1985
Date of Death31/07/2008
Visitors11,479 since 18/08/2008
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KEVIN-LEE-GOODALL
26.08.1985----31.07.2008
SON to BOB & ANDREA
BROTHER to ELLA
DADDY to KAITLIN-LAUREN
UNCLE to KADEN-JAMES
BOYFRIEND to BECKY
SO MANY UNANSWERED QUESTIONS...
KEVIN....Had so much to live for,so much to give,so many people to love,so many places to see,So
many people loved and cared for him.
WHY didnt he realise this WHY didnt he see this
He couldnt he just couldnt,he was hurting, and he chose to end his life,he chose to stop all the
pain and the hurting,he decided to get rid of it,to not feel it anymore.
Im his mum,Andrea,im writing this feeling numb,lost an aching feeling inside,its so hard so very
hard,,,But its not the hardest thing ive done,
The hardest thing ive done was trying to say goodbye at his funeral a funeral that the church was
not big enough to hold the 100s of family and friends that attended,a church that held so much love
for my son kevin.That was the hardest thing ive ever had to do.
You see i couldnt say goodbye because i cant accept hes gone,i cant accept ill never see,hear,hold
him again,i cant accept what he chose to do,and the way he chose to end his life
Because i know in my heart of hearts i will see him and hear him and hold him again i know i will.
I accept that,and i accept he is no longer hurting and no longer in pain and that hes free now out
of this cruel world.
Kevin was gorgeous,so handsome,always looked smart,he was so funny,he was so loving,but kevin needed
to be loved too needed to be told all the time,just like me in a way.
Both his dad Bob and me were so proud to have him as our son to be known as kevs mum n dad.
But no-one can ever take away from me that on the day i gave birth to my one and only son he made
me the proudest mum on earth.
I will always love him,i will always think of him,it wont get any easier as people say because Kevin
wasnt just anyone......He was my son.
And it was an honour to be his mum.
keep warm and safe my baby love eternally mum.
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thankyou to everyone who has lit a candle and wrote tributes.thankyou for all the continued support
from my daughter ella,my family and friends,also to all my gts friends for their support.xxxx


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♥ ANNIVERSARY WISHES ♥

As Another Year Passes
Another Takes It's Place
Twelve More Months Of Missing You
Of Never Seeing Your Face. ♥

As I Look At Your Photo's
The Memories Of Your Smiles
A Chance Just To Hold You
I’d Walk A Million Miles. ♥

I Wrote This Poem With Wishes
Dreams That Might Come True
Maybe If I Pray Hard Enough
I'll End Up Back With You. ♥

Love Jude. x x

Jude Swaddle (Friend) July 31, 2009

hi kev,i cant believe its a year since we lost u.its so hard 2 no we wil neva hear yor voice or c u again.yor mam,ella n kaiden called 2 day,b4 they came 2 c u.it was really nice of them 2 take time 2 call on such a sad day.r gemmas ad a baby boy called beau.bet u cant believe that, can u.hope yor ok where u r kev n givin em all laughter with yor dancin.tell evry1 hi from me.sendin lots of hugs kisses n love 2 u.wil miss u always.love u loads aunty a xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Alma Coates (Aunt) July 31, 2009

i am thinking of you today Andrea and i hope the pain is not too mutch too bare you are all in my prayers xx

Rebekah Sharkey July 31, 2009

hi Kevin,s Family

ur wee boy was so gorgeous he had it all..............god bless u all...xxx

Ina July 31, 2009

Memory is a lovely lane
Where hearts are ever true
A lane we so often travel down
Because it leads to you.

I am so sorry that I have not been on the site as much recently, but I am always thinking of you and your family with love. God bless. Angie xx

Angie Illingworth July 28, 2009

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Jude Swaddle (Friend) June 29, 2009

Like a flower that was picked in its budding stage,

I have left you, but I am not that far.

In this place I know no pain or sorrow

and in some ways better off than you are.

I know you hurt and are feeling sad,

and I wouldn't want to see you that way.

I know if you had the power,

you would have requested that I stay.

But in the twinkling of an eye

I am gone and you remain where you are.

But believe me loved ones, when I tell you,

I am not that far.

I know you may think life

can not go on without me,

but this is not true.

For I have passed into another space

and I did so without you.

Remember me happy, and at my best,

for the place I have gone, I can truly rest.

Continue with your life, being the best that you are,

no matter where you go, know that I am not that far.

For I am in my Makers memory and have hope to see you again

Sometime in the future, you will find out when,

So when you cry and feel real sad

and I know that you are,

If nothing else remember this,

I am not that far.

Yvonne Richards Mum (Friend) June 6, 2009

We Will Be Together Again

© 2006 Katherine J. Cochran



Some believe A star shining brightly in the Heavens

Represents the love of someone they can't see

Others feel The butterfly dancing in their garden

Is a symbol of a Spirit flying free

But when a gentle breeze caresses your hair

Or you see an eagle soar in the air

Should you smile and remember me in prayer

Oh, I will be there There's no need to say good-bye



One day we'll be together Remember me and smile

I'm in your heart forever I'll feel the love you send

Until we're together again Close your eyes

You'll find me sailing in the sunset

Riding waves of bluest oceans ever seen



I'm holding hands Of all the others here before me

With my head upheld to hear the angels sing

I can do all the things I've always dreamed of

I'll be watching over you from above

Don't be worried about me because

I brought along all your love



There's no need to say good-bye

One day we'll be together Remember me and smile

I'm in your heart forever

I'll feel the love you send

Until we're together again



It doesn't matter where you are

My love will shine upon you from that star

I'm like the butterfly flying free

Ascending through the sky peacefully



There's no need to say good-bye

One day we'll be together

Remember me and smile

I'm in your heart forever

I'll feel the love you send

I can feel all of the love you send

And you hold on to all the love I send

Until we're together again

We'll be together again

Yvonne Richards Mum (Friend) May 29, 2009

22ND MAY 2009

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Goodnight, Sleep Tight, Precious Angel ~♥~

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~♥~ With Love from Jude. x ~♥

Jude Swaddle (Friend) May 23, 2009

The Next Place

By Warren Hanson



The next place that I go

Will be as peaceful and familiar

As a sleepy summer Sunday

And a sweet, untroubled mind.

And yet . . .

It won't be anything like any place I've ever been. . .

Or seen. . . or even dreamed of

In the place I leave behind.

I won't know where I'm going,

And I won't know where I've been

As I tumble through the always

And look back toward the when.

I'll glide beyond the rainbows.

I'll drift above the sky.

I'll fly into the wonder, without ever wondering why.

I won't remember getting there.

Somehow I'll just arrive.

But I'll know that I belong there

And will feel much more alive

Than I have ever felt before.

I will be absolutely free of the things that I held onto

That were holding onto me.

The next place that I go

Will be so quiet and so still

That the whispered song of sweet belonging will rise up to fill

The listening sky with joyful silence,

And with unheard harmonies

Of music made by no one playing,

Like a hush upon breeze.

There will be no room for darkness in that place of living light,

Where an ever-dawning morning pushes back the dying night.

The very air will fill with brilliance, as the brightly shining sun

And the moon and half a million stars are married into one.

The next place that I go Won't really be a place at all.

There won't be any seasons --

Winter, summer, spring or fall --

Nor a Monday, Nor a Friday,

Nor December, Nor July.

And the seconds will be standing still. . .

While hours hurry by.

I will not be a boy or girl,

A woman or man.

I'll simply be just, simply, me.

No worse or better than.

My skin will not be dark or light.

I won't be fat or tall.

The body I once lived in

Won't be part of me at all.

I will finally be perfect.

I will be without a flaw.

I will never make one more mistake,

Or break the smallest law.

And the me that was impatient,

Or was angry, or unkind,

Will simply be a memory.

The me I left behind.

I will travel empty-handed.

There is not a single thing

I have collected in my life

That I would ever want to bring Except. . .

The love of those who loved me,

And the warmth of those who cared.

The happiness and memories

And magic that we shared.

Though I will know the joy of solitude. . .

I'll never be alone. I'll be embraced

By all the family and friends I've ever known.

Although I might not see their faces,

All our hearts will beat as one,

And the circle of our spirits

Will shine brighter than the sun.

I will cherish all the friendship I was fortunate to find,

All love and all the laughter in the place I leave behind.

All these good things will go with me.

They will make my spirit glow.

And that light will shine forever In the next place that I go.

Yvonne Richards Mum (Friend) May 20, 2009
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